Why do i always feel like running away?
Is this in me? Or am i just being skeptical abt life?
It seems I've forgotten my name, my personality. Everyday seems unreal.
Have i really walked out of myself?
BBQ was fun, at least, i enjoyed talking to the pple. Somehow i still felt very uneasy seeing him there. Didnt expect he would go.
I wonder always, if i lay low and i dont always look so jovial, would i still get the same popularity? Im tired of smiling.
Promised myself to quit smoking and guess what?
I'm puffing away like nobody's business now, chain smoking.
Sick of these thoughts. Argh. When would i have that same laughter again? That true happy me? Tired of filling up these holes, it just never seems to be filled. No matter what i do, it still feels empty.
Current Mood: Empty
Current Music: Alicia Keys - If I ain't got you
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I typed "why do i always feel like running away" into google, your site popped up - I hope you were able to quit smoking, I was a heavy smoker when you wrote this.
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